Found this while perusing my notes...
How can I keep my energy up most times?
How and what is a balanced state?
How do I oscillate from one passion to another without spreading myself to thin? Without losing touch with the ‘FLOW’? God, you know, I was waitressing today, and I can physically and mentally feel when I’m having an energetic block - there were moments that left me very vulnerable in a few short hours, I couldn’t really shake it off. I reminded myself of all the knowledge I’ve accumulated over the past few years. So I replayed the words to my subconscious - “You did amazing. Remember: Don’t take things personally. Hurt people hurt people! Don’t lose the faith..you are becoming more sensitized as you are weaning off of these antidepressants, too! Give yourself room to be human.. I love you, I miss you. You’re doing great”. And it works, it really works. It doesn’t feel as silly as when I first did it. So, low and behold, I really hit an ultimate high for a few hours. I came into what I call the “flow state” of consciousness, where anything and everything works in perfect harmony with your energy, reality is more flexible and MAGICAL! It’s quite inexplicable, but it’s legitimate... *
When you are feeling your best self, you are truly dancing on air. Vision becomes clearer and you are a buzzing like a songbird and a bee! No stress, just flow. It’s real. It’s there. The thing I desire most..and it’s fueled by pure love....