I remember every second and at the same time it is all blurry.
We had just moved to a new town, it was my first day at a new job, and I was losing my first baby.
Honestly, I don’t know how I made it through those days except that I had to. I ached and cried myself to sleep and then got up, put on my scrubs, and went to work.
It is hard to explain to someone who has never experienced it, but you can overwhelmingly, unconditionally love someone you have never met. The loss of them can seem more than you can bear.
I feel that piece of me missing everyday, today on the anniversary it just feels deeper. Love to all you mommas trying to conceive, experiencing loss, and trying to move forward 💕 I promise you will make it through.