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The last time something made me sad
Was a Polaroid snap
Of my childhood.
The photo had three little kids, 
Amidst the abode of snow.
Two of my best friends, 
With I in the middle-
Grinning ear to ear, happy.
Two of those people gone
A slight breeze and
The house of cards fell down.
I tore that polaroid apart
Because it made me sad.
Because my therapist said 
To lock away and threw all those things
Which made me sad
The last time when I heard the song

The last time something made me sad Was a Polaroid snap Of my childhood. The photo had three little kids, Amidst the abode of snow. Two of my best friends, With I in the middle- Grinning ear to ear, happy. Two of those people gone A slight breeze and The house of cards fell down. I tore that polaroid apart Because it made me sad. Because my therapist said To lock away and threw all those things Which made me sad The last time when I heard the song "Give me love" by Ed Sheeran, It reminded me of the first boy I loved And who died too soon So, I stopped listening to the song. The last time I visited my grandpa's house, Was the day of his funeral. The emptiness of his presence Lingered too deep within me It made me sad, knowing he won't be here anymore. So, I never visited that home again. The last time I ate an apple pie, Reminded me of my cousin sister- Who died of cancer 3 years ago On the day of her birthday It was her favourite food. It made me overwhelmed with grief About how the people I love, Dies too soon. So, I stopped visiting the things That made me sad. Maybe it's a song or a photo Maybe it's a home or a human Maybe the handwritten letters of my ex Or the book gifted by my best friend, Who's no longer my friend. Maybe a poetry, That has death as a metaphor. But I couldn't demand to stop The thing that made me saddest- M y s e l f I couldn't just choose not to look At the mirror anymore Where the only thing I could see Was a big failure And a worthless existence I couldn't just stop hearing To the voices inside my head anymore The whispers, the laughters, I couldn't just turned it off Because it made me feel terrible. I couldn't just demand, To walk away from myself I couldn't stop the word Suicide Roaming around my head All the time, each moment Like a hymn sewed down in my brain I can never choose Not to see myself anymore Just because I don't want to. Then how was I suppose- To lock myself away and heal? . . . 📸: Pinterest . . #depression #sadness #hurt #poetry #poem #despair #suicide #grief #wordporn #quotestagram #wordswag #wordsofwisdom #inspirationalquotes #writeaway #thoughts #instawriters #writersofinstagram #writersofi

For the last few days my heart has been breaking.

My heart has been breaking for George Floyd, whom we as a nation witnessed being killed brutally by “law enforcement” as he pleaded for the abuse to stop.

My heart has been breaking for any person who feels hunted or targeted by police, or in any other circumstance in their life. 
The police’s role is to protect and serve, not to profile and hurt based upon unaddressed biases or, dare I say, self-hate.

My heart, however, has also been breaking for those police who ARE good, who are on a mission to protect those who need protection.

My heart is breaking for the division, for the polarity, the fixation on herding people into labels-- this division is what was sowed by the oppressor, these terms, are not meant to save us but to perpetuate inequality. We are humans all with unique lineage. Each individual matters. We must honor our differences, but, also understand the deep seated history of sexism, racism and other isms in this country. To understand empowers us to deconstruct. 
My heart is breaking for the peaceful protestors who organized together to be heard, to call for justice and to raise awareness about racism, which sadly is so rooted into the fabric of American culture.

My heart is breaking for those opportunistic looters, violent rioters who think destroying people’s businesses, many being minority owned, will either serve the cause or, more selfishly, serve to cure their pain.

My heart is breaking for these business owners, who awoke to chaos and destruction, when two days ago they thought they could turn things around in their businesses, after having their businesses shuttered for two months due to the pandemic.

My heart is breaking for the mothers who can’t get groceries or prescriptions for their ailing kids and mother because the grocery stores have been destroyed in their own communities.

My heart is breaking for the memories of the 1919 Kiev Pogroms, the same Pogroms that drove out my great grandmother, grandmother, and aunt. Their business their entire life was stolen from them due to anti-semitism. They fled to Argentina then to the USA. ——> continued in first comment

For the last few days my heart has been breaking. My heart has been breaking for George Floyd, whom we as a nation witnessed being killed brutally by “law enforcement” as he pleaded for the abuse to stop. My heart has been breaking for any person who feels hunted or targeted by police, or in any other circumstance in their life. The police’s role is to protect and serve, not to profile and hurt based upon unaddressed biases or, dare I say, self-hate. My heart, however, has also been breaking for those police who ARE good, who are on a mission to protect those who need protection. My heart is breaking for the division, for the polarity, the fixation on herding people into labels-- this division is what was sowed by the oppressor, these terms, are not meant to save us but to perpetuate inequality. We are humans all with unique lineage. Each individual matters. We must honor our differences, but, also understand the deep seated history of sexism, racism and other isms in this country. To understand empowers us to deconstruct. My heart is breaking for the peaceful protestors who organized together to be heard, to call for justice and to raise awareness about racism, which sadly is so rooted into the fabric of American culture. My heart is breaking for those opportunistic looters, violent rioters who think destroying people’s businesses, many being minority owned, will either serve the cause or, more selfishly, serve to cure their pain. My heart is breaking for these business owners, who awoke to chaos and destruction, when two days ago they thought they could turn things around in their businesses, after having their businesses shuttered for two months due to the pandemic. My heart is breaking for the mothers who can’t get groceries or prescriptions for their ailing kids and mother because the grocery stores have been destroyed in their own communities. My heart is breaking for the memories of the 1919 Kiev Pogroms, the same Pogroms that drove out my great grandmother, grandmother, and aunt. Their business their entire life was stolen from them due to anti-semitism. They fled to Argentina then to the USA. ——> continued in first comment

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🍃💚 ************ 🌀Հետևիր մեր էջին 📌Բաց մի թող թուուույն վիդեոներ 💨@_k1ll3d Միացեք իմ տելեգրամյան էջին,ամեն օր նոր վիդեոներ,նկարներ ու երգեր են տեղադրվելու❤️🦁. . . . . #vaporwave #vaporwaves #vaporwaver #vapourwave #vaperwave #aesthetic #aesthetics #vaporwaveaesthetic #vaporwaveart #lofibeats #cyberpunk #sadness #seapunk #webpunk #chillwave #chillart #tum

𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠..... ~ ✞︎ 𑁍︎𑁍︎𑁍︎Do you ever feel like nothing matters at all to you anymore 🖤 And you don't care about anything and all you want to do is sit at the edge of the earth and simply just space out for the rest of your time being...
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𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠..... ~ ✞︎ 𑁍︎𑁍︎𑁍︎Do you ever feel like nothing matters at all to you anymore 🖤 And you don't care about anything and all you want to do is sit at the edge of the earth and simply just space out for the rest of your time being... • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • #depression #quotes #paragraph #skulls #depressing #sadness #idontcare #thinkingofyou #edge #risking #popular #famous #depressionquotes #nothingmatters #numb #noemotion #confused #confusion #numbtothefeeling #tears #crying #mentalbreakdown

COMMENT “❤️” IF YOU CAN RELATE

COMMENT “❤️” IF YOU CAN RELATE

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I’ve learned as an adult that altruistic energy just there or it’s not. People care in different ways. For me I guess that’s just always been my vibe. Always thinking about world pain. I use my writing to hook you. My lines to impress you and my rhythm to keep you interested. Self love-Hope-Mental health. That’s my niche. .
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I’ve learned as an adult that altruistic energy just there or it’s not. People care in different ways. For me I guess that’s just always been my vibe. Always thinking about world pain. I use my writing to hook you. My lines to impress you and my rhythm to keep you interested. Self love-Hope-Mental health. That’s my niche. . . . . . . #reading #write #author #wordporn #life #mondayvibes #quotes #quotestoliveby #sadness #healthy #normal #relationships #MENtal #mentalheallthawareness #stigma #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #vulnerability #breatheeasy #inferior #vulnerabilityispower #writerslife #books #quoteoftheday #amwriting #mondayquotes #latinowriters #beandletbe #blacklivesmatter #justiceforgeorgefloyd

Mandatory Lesson #sadness

Mandatory Lesson #sadness

I always feel guilt and probably forever will. So one day, I was listening to some music from my favorite band and I started feeling it again.. guilt. I was a mess and I couldn't stop cyring so I took ma sketchbook and my 2H pencil and started drawing. 
That's what I imagine my body to be when I'm feeling it, it's full of holes. In my chest, making me feel like I can't breathe and in my throat, like I have to hold my breath. 
Someday it's so painful that I just can't feel anything anymore, that's the scariest part. 
But after that, I feel calm and relaxed. I hope everyone can find something that put them in a right space of mind.

#abstract #drawing #psychology #psychedelic #guilt #art #sketch #sadness #joy #alien #dead #pain #croquis #dessin #alien #music

I always feel guilt and probably forever will. So one day, I was listening to some music from my favorite band and I started feeling it again.. guilt. I was a mess and I couldn't stop cyring so I took ma sketchbook and my 2H pencil and started drawing. That's what I imagine my body to be when I'm feeling it, it's full of holes. In my chest, making me feel like I can't breathe and in my throat, like I have to hold my breath. Someday it's so painful that I just can't feel anything anymore, that's the scariest part. But after that, I feel calm and relaxed. I hope everyone can find something that put them in a right space of mind. #abstract #drawing #psychology #psychedelic #guilt #art #sketch #sadness #joy #alien #dead #pain #croquis #dessin #alien #music

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𝑽𝒔 : ابو حبهه بنفسجيه🤣.
𝑾3 : @rooh.v78 ❤️❤️.
𝑺𝒄𝒄 : (96-64)🔞.
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This is the question most people are grappling with right now. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
The best mental health guidance I can give is:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
1) consume media consciously- do not just start scrolling on your phone aimlessly. Login for a purpose, complete your purpose and log off⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
2) set time limits on your social media and news consumption⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
3) walk while you listen to the news. This helps your brain process the disturbing and stressful information, making it easier to take in. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
4) Talk to your friends and lean on your social supports. Reach out even when you feel like isolating⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
5) Do take detox time. In nature if you can. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
6) Watch some feel-good or mind numbing content as a palete cleanser⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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This is the question most people are grappling with right now. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The best mental health guidance I can give is:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 1) consume media consciously- do not just start scrolling on your phone aimlessly. Login for a purpose, complete your purpose and log off⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 2) set time limits on your social media and news consumption⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 3) walk while you listen to the news. This helps your brain process the disturbing and stressful information, making it easier to take in. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 4) Talk to your friends and lean on your social supports. Reach out even when you feel like isolating⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 5) Do take detox time. In nature if you can. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 6) Watch some feel-good or mind numbing content as a palete cleanser⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #digitaldetox #blacklivesmatter #antiracist #racism #policeviolence #donotbesilent #peace #revolution #socialjustice #icantbreathe #trauma #americantrauma #generationaltruama #therapyispolitical #mentalhealth #emotionalhealth #sadness #grief #rage #anger #loss #hopelessness #feelyourfeelings #letshealthis #therapy #therapist #anxiety #depression #psychotherapy #ptsd

Whew!! I feel emotionally drained after all that was expressed in my story! This was the beginning of what turned into a 7 or 8 paged story🙈 I hope it'll bring some comfort to those hurting and afraid. I'll post all that I wrote in my highlights after they delete tomorrow, so that if there are any who are curious to know what I expressed will have it there to read!
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Whew!! I feel emotionally drained after all that was expressed in my story! This was the beginning of what turned into a 7 or 8 paged story🙈 I hope it'll bring some comfort to those hurting and afraid. I'll post all that I wrote in my highlights after they delete tomorrow, so that if there are any who are curious to know what I expressed will have it there to read! I love you all! . . . #racism #fear #sadness #afraid #standup #hate #emotions #whatmattersmost #comfort #hug #love #friendship #friends #allcolors #skin #liveinlove #pain #bestoftheday #bestlifeever #choices #healthychoices #thoughts #opinion #holdmyhand #happiness #ourfuture #lovethis

And that was enough :/

And that was enough :/

Still can’t quite find the words but after feeling a tsunami of emotions this past week, my soul needs a time out. Thank you music. 🙏🏼💜

Still can’t quite find the words but after feeling a tsunami of emotions this past week, my soul needs a time out. Thank you music. 🙏🏼💜

I’m great at crises. Braced and efficient for as long as it takes — like a machine. I can cut off emotions until better times and just keep going. I did so when my father and grandmother died a day apart. It took me two days off work to go to my hometown, do all funeral-related stuff, and come back. Business as usual. When the grandfather died, I thought to myself, maybe I have never forgiven him for neglecting my mom, or we just haven’t been close enough for me to really care. Though, speeding through the third red light on my way home, I realized that maybe I did appreciate the experience after all.
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I don’t cry at funerals. I couldn’t generate any tears for years. Until the cat of my closest friend died. Three hours straight. I’m not sure how my body was able to release so much water — it must’ve started converting blood and urine into tears at some point. Anyway, saltwater makes everything better even when it doesn’t feel good. .
The same goes for many other things. Like sadness. I don’t really feel it. For me, it’s either rage or joy. Or some neutral feeling I don’t know a word for. Nothing, probably. It may be focused nothing, or lazy nothing, or calm nothing, but it’s still nothing. I wouldn’t say any of those states are messing with my productivity, though. Well, unless they overflow, but they rarely do. I can work when angry or happy just as well as when neutral — no big deal. Anger comes with its own perks: it annihilates all fear and promotes decisiveness. Which helped me on several occasions throughout the years. Rage also emits a lot of energy — it’s like having a nuclear reactor inside. And joy is just joy: it doesn’t take much for me to feel happy. I am happy. .
Though you know that feeling when the engine is cold, so you push the kick starter as hard as you can, but it doesn’t respond for a long time? Then there’s a spark. Almost a promise. I felt a spark of sadness a few days ago. So tiny, I first thought it was just a very weak instance of anger. Then the next day, I did feel it in full — pure genuine sadness.
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Seems like I’m coming back to life the way life supposed to be. .
I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad

I’m great at crises. Braced and efficient for as long as it takes — like a machine. I can cut off emotions until better times and just keep going. I did so when my father and grandmother died a day apart. It took me two days off work to go to my hometown, do all funeral-related stuff, and come back. Business as usual. When the grandfather died, I thought to myself, maybe I have never forgiven him for neglecting my mom, or we just haven’t been close enough for me to really care. Though, speeding through the third red light on my way home, I realized that maybe I did appreciate the experience after all. . I don’t cry at funerals. I couldn’t generate any tears for years. Until the cat of my closest friend died. Three hours straight. I’m not sure how my body was able to release so much water — it must’ve started converting blood and urine into tears at some point. Anyway, saltwater makes everything better even when it doesn’t feel good. . The same goes for many other things. Like sadness. I don’t really feel it. For me, it’s either rage or joy. Or some neutral feeling I don’t know a word for. Nothing, probably. It may be focused nothing, or lazy nothing, or calm nothing, but it’s still nothing. I wouldn’t say any of those states are messing with my productivity, though. Well, unless they overflow, but they rarely do. I can work when angry or happy just as well as when neutral — no big deal. Anger comes with its own perks: it annihilates all fear and promotes decisiveness. Which helped me on several occasions throughout the years. Rage also emits a lot of energy — it’s like having a nuclear reactor inside. And joy is just joy: it doesn’t take much for me to feel happy. I am happy. . Though you know that feeling when the engine is cold, so you push the kick starter as hard as you can, but it doesn’t respond for a long time? Then there’s a spark. Almost a promise. I felt a spark of sadness a few days ago. So tiny, I first thought it was just a very weak instance of anger. Then the next day, I did feel it in full — pure genuine sadness. . Seems like I’m coming back to life the way life supposed to be. .
I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad

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