2019 was a terrible year for me. A true phoenix year. At this moment, I am a pile of ash, a tiny fledgling born again, choking on the harsh reality of life and hoping that someday I might fly again. I never imagined that the events of this year would ever happen to me. But I am hopeful because I see how I have reacted to all the loss I have suffered. I lost the love of my life and the career I thought would define me. Never saw it coming, and when it happened I didn’t know what to do with myself. But immediately I grasped a new lifestyle, new jobs, and did my best to see a new dream without the band I love with all my heart. I miss my old life, but I have done my best to embrace the opportunity that has presented itself in line with my complete loss. I am a new person, I am resilient, and I have survived. I have found fulfillment and love despite the heartbreak and betrayal. 2020 is going to be transformative. Because I’m going to make it transformative. Because I can’t live in this heartbreak, and because I can move on. I will create a new destiny, and it will be inspiring and true. Because no matter what happens to me, I will remain honest, loving, and expressive. Nobody and nothing can take that from me. I will become more myself out of the ashes of this terrible year. I will persist. .
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